9 Month Anniversary
Dear Pant, My princess Pant. I cannot believe it has already been 9 amazing months with you. I was texting Rehan that it was our nine month anniversary and this is what he said to me: "That's really beautiful btw congratulations …Can't believe it's already been so long … She really something special".
Nehal, that is the impression somebody that has never met you has of you. He sees how happy you make me and how I talk about you. It's not just him. My friends, my mom, the rest of my family … they all see what you mean to me and appreciate you so much for who you are. I said it above in the 9 reasons I love you and I'll say it again, you leave the most positive impression on everybody you meet and it makes me so happy that you are my girlfriend.
I know being my girlfriend comes with its ups and downs. I know recently it has been a bit difficult for you and there is no one to blame for that but me, but I genuinely want to work towards being the best boyfriend you could ever ask for. Yesterday, when the thought of our relationship coming to an end entered my mind, my body went into straight panic mode.
Love is such a weird thing. It can be one of the happiest feelings but the thought losing that love is one of the most scariest things I could ever think of. Loving you is that but 10x the scale. You have become embedded into my life in a way that I could have never even imagined. You have become a genuine part of me, my favorite person to come home to even when home is a phone screen, something I could never ever imagine losing.
I am so excited for the future with you. The thought of supporting you through medical school, becoming a doctor and lawyer power couple, asking you to be wife in Lake Como, marrying you in front of both our families in both traditions, and starting a life with you is so exciting. Just thinking about sleeping in the same bed and waking up, working out, cooking breakfast together is so exciting. The thought of opening my eyes and seeing you on the pillow next to me is the best version of any morning I can imagine. I know one day long distance will be worth it. I know it's difficult right now but you make every mile worth it.
This past April, when I came to Miami for your birthday, I fell so much more in love with you. I got a glimpse into the future and it made me realize just how much I love you and how excited I am for it.
Nehal, you are the most special girl I have ever seen in my life. You made me realize in less than 2 months that I want to make you my girlfriend, and in less than 12 months that I want to make you my wife. I know I'll have to wait until I can step on one knee on a yacht in the middle of Lake Como, go down on one knee, and ask the most beautiful girl I have ever laid eyes on to be mine forever. If I could lock you in right now I would. Lake Como is just the formality.
I know that is a crazy thing to write for a 9 month anniversary, but you make me so sure of our love. Nehal, I cannot wait for the next 3 months and to spend this summer with you. We finally get a whole summer to ourselves and I cannot wait to repeat all of the memories you see above and make more new ones. I cannot believe we have already completed the first of what i hope is two years of long distance. The distance is hard, but you make every mile worth it. Just know, if its not, I'll make sure we beat every odds and I will be there and support you through every step of you journey.
I promise for our 1 year, you'll see just how special of a girl you are. I cannot wait for the next 3 months, and the rest of our lives together. I love you more than I did at month one, more than I did at month six, and somehow less than I will at month ten. Nehal, I love you so so much my princess. Happy 9 Month Anniversary sweet girl ❤️